try playing a game for 11 hours straight with a loud man screaming random shit right next to you and then tell me your eyes dont start playing games with you.
when you are short stack by a large margin at a table of 8 players and you get QQ, and the flop comes K Q rag, theres a 5% chance that another player at the table has KK (the only hand that beats you on the flop) the only thing to do there is to push and double up in the event you win. even novice poker players know that. but im sure you and justin knew that already. if i have QQ with that board, KQ doesnt beat me (just gives the guy 2 pair, which the last time i checked, loses to trips) so not sure where you get that from.