Actually Jason, I think the number of boys that experiment with other boys of puberty age is quite high. From the friends I had, have talked to as adults and other people as well, I'd guess the number as high as 50-75%. And I don't see why that would be a surprize to anyone. I mean you take a kid in the onslaught of puberty, with hormones raging, and he's hearing all these stories of circle jerks, blowjobs and actual penetration, and how great all of that feels. He quickly determines that the girls of his age are not where he's going to be able to experience these feelings first hand. However, many of his male friends are looking for the same experiences, and males of that age are generally more likely to view casual sexplay in a more positive light. Once it's determined that your buddy is not going to spill the beans about your fun times, it's all but a forgone conclusion. It's much more a matter of availability than preference. And why many guys feel guilty or ashamed about those experiences later is hard for me to understand. Homosexuality is about a preference for same sex partners, not about same sex opportunities, so doubting ones own sexuality, or feeling shame about youthfull playtimes just seems silly to me. I had sex with girls at those times when having sex with guys didn't present itself. I don't beat myself up over that
Oh, and I had a girl crush on Wynonna Ryder. But I didn't want to be her.
Being gay in Texas is a challenge, at least in this part of Texas. I just think of it as a time out of sorts, and that can be a good way to re-think one's priorities. I'm sure I could meet a nice guy in Texas, but then that'd be something to tie me down to Texas, and that's not a consideration for me. Luckily for me I'm in no hurry.
Oh, and be careful. Women can react badly when dating a guy prettier than them.