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Somewhat in Nate’s area of emotions - my daughter turned 16 on Friday. She unfortunately failed her driving test that day (did well but on way back to DMV she tapped a curb pulling into the DMV which can be an auto fail). Very big emotions lol. Got her signed up for a retake yesterday and she passed! First day of independence for her and she drove to Walmart for an sd card, drove her younger brother for 7brew, and drove some friends for bday dinner. Basically I was incredibly nervous and worried even with my son reporting she is a great driver lol. also apparently somewhat sad to know there’s a thing I’ve been useful for I no longer am needed as much. Goes to say parents never stop worrying they just worry about different things lol

We did three nice things in London yesterday. Theatre, matinee at the Old Vic. "How the other half loves", a farce by Alan Ayckebourn with a stellar cast including Roger Allam. Absolutely laugh out loud hilarious https://www.oldvictheatre.com/stage/other-half/ Followed by an Indian meal at the famous Cinnamon Club https://cinnamonclub.com/about-us/. Canapes, starters, main course and pudding, two glasses of wine and coffees UK£115 for two. Stunning value for money in London; had to pre-book of course because it fills quickly. If any of you all get to London and like really subtle Indian fine dining - go there. Followed by this https://luminiscence.com/london/ at Westminster Cathedral (Catholic). Narrated (recorded) by Hugh Bonneville and sung live by the renowned Cathedral choir. The cathedral, built in the late 1800's to early 1900's is huge, seating 2000 .

This one will be hard to write, not because anything bad happened, only because change is hard. TL/DR - Nate is sad because Lily is in college. Longer, rambling version. Today we helped Lily move into college. She decided that she wanted to go to UNH in the spring time, so that's where we headed today. On top of the usual angst/sadness associated with dropping your first kid off at school it was a bit of an emotionally-charged day because that's where I went to school, met Maura, and lived for a few years even after graduation while Maura pursued her graduate degree. And in a simple twist of fate, the dorm that we lived in while Maura was a hall director is where Lily ended up as a Freshman. So it was a day of wildly swinging emotions. I'm confident that she'll do great there. The program that she's in (Occupational Therapy) is as good or better than any other in New England and it's very much right up her alley. So we know where she'll be for the next 5 years - it's a 4+1 masters program. What I can't figure out is why it very much feels like I have a broken heart? I mean I get it in lots of ways. As I explained to Andrew on the way home (he and I left first to get him to soccer practice), for every day in the last 18+ years I've known exactly where and when I'd see Lily next. Now, not so much. I expect it'll be at least a few weeks, if not longer before we see her. That's probably most of the pain I feel. But there's also a piece of me that feels a little, well, lost without her in the house. So we'll see how these next several weeks go with only one kid to day-to-day worry about. I'm not sure Andrew wants the additional attention coming his way. 😂

Wuhoo! We're 75% of the way there on fundraising with a little over two weeks to go.

I just found this funny...

It's tough to drop off your eldest to start their life away from you. It sucks even. But you have it relatively easy in that we dropped Sophie off in Poughkeepsie and went back to SF, whereas you can take a short drive to see Lily or rescue her or congratulate her. No doubt change is still hard and you can't be swooping in every minute even if she is relatively close. Hang in there and make Andrew's life miserable while you adjust.

One of the hardest things to face IMO. And all those coincidences!! The only saving grace (for me) was that Andrew was becoming the person he was meant to be. He had some amazing growth in college, found some great people, and set the stage for what he is now, and that is amazing to me. His senior year, when I helped him move in the last semester, I was on my way home and Cat Stevens' "Father and Son" came on my playlist. I almost had to pull over I was tearing up so much. Good luck to Lily, you, Maura, and your Andrew!

After a nice crabmeat sandwich lunch, got my Flu and (first) Shingles shots. Vaccines for the MFW!

Everyone is going to have their favorites. Here are mine.

I've never used the F1, but my pal ChatGPT says it's a good price for the condition. This weekend went up to San Francisco or back to San Francisco. Way back. Fun time and with the M Monochrom (M9M) and the LLL 50mm f/1.5 Z21 (focus mid-frame and wider a challenge)

Interesting bit of history here:

A couple more donations rolled in over the past few days so I'm over the $2k hump and running down the last 20%. I needed to run into the office today so I decided to treat it like a shakedown ride for the Cervelo that my friend Paul (flying in from MN) will ride again this year. It was a good double-session despite somehow having a headwind both ways. And the bike is at least looking good.

So returning to physical media I've bought a few used box sets. My favorite silly purchase is The Complete Bill Evans on Verve, which I'm now starting the first of the 18 CDs. Note future box set designers: if you're tempted to create an untreated metal box that "naturally rusts" don't. "The design of the box is reminiscent of that of a block of apartment houses I saw in Bratislava shortly after the Communist regime collapsed in Eastern Europe." Ex.

The Castro Theater in San Francisco

No masterpiece here, just my first roll of film with the AE1p, some examples testing the camera/Gold 200.

Here's my Dolly story. During the first Gulf War the Navy flew me and about 30 others to Bahrain on a 21 hour flight to meet our ships. They evidently only had three movies to play on the plane's big screen for either a calming influence before whatever was next, or a reminder of everything great about America. Thus a The Best Little Whorehouse in Texas, 9 to 5, and [Lori Anderson as a poor man's Dolly] Stroker Ace marathon loop. Over and over. RIP Dolly.

A beautiful person inside and out, a talented musician, and an outright ICON. RIP Dolly! The world needs a LOT more people like her! EDIT: my favorite....Whitney was great but has nothing on Dolly for this....

From my IG feed.

Speaking of more piano. For Elvira by Francesca Tandoi Trio (2014) https://open.qobuz.com/album/a7s0cd5mvszhc Example: More on the traditional side of jazzy jazz. Nice set.

Trigger by Sharon Mansur (2025) https://open.qobuz.com/album/qpt5r10bpmoua Example: Found down in my queue a bit. Released last year, most likely added based on Dusty post. I like her flow, and the trio plays well together. Nice variety of styles.

Indeed, he was a painter, not a famous one but a good one. Father of three, grand father of other three. Very fun and vital I keep very good memories from my childhood with him and my cousins.

Legend. 😔 I think what I loved about her so much is that she had a very self-aware yet positive outlook on life. This is such a lovely window into how she views and portrays herself:

Void cat is checking out appreciating the heat radiating from a vintage Harman Kardon Citation V.

Having a little trashy fun.....one of my favorite bands to see live back in the day, along with a band I WILL see live for the first time in September. The Cramps - Gravest Gravy - bit bootleg sounding, but a compilation of early recordings. And Messer Chups - The Incredible Crocotiger; a fun Russian Surf-Rock-Horror-Exotica band.....they'll open for Reverend Horton Heat, another I haven't seen.

Nice day

For the past 15 years or so I've been happily grooving with my Grado RS-1 and AKG K340, I've heard other setups during that time but never felt the urge to upgrade or buy anything new. Then I made the mistake of reading through the Head Case LCD-2 thread and decided that I needed to get my hands on an Audeze to hear it for myself, a couple weeks later an LCD-XC showed up on the local classifieds and that was that. First impressions; WTF is this alien tech?? This was a like a replay of my first headphone meet where I heard Biggie's dialed in RS-1 system and had a bunch of preconceptions shattered. How is something this fast while having the bass weight & impact of a Grado PS-1 Pro? So I threw in the next CD and...where the heck is my bass? That big thumping bass from before was gone and the damn thing sounded like an AKG K701. It took me a lot longer than usual to understand what this headphone is about and what it does. I'll begin with what bothered me. On some orchestral works the soundstage puts me in the conductor's position or maybe a couple steps forward of that, I'm in the orchestra instead of having the orchestra in front of me like I'm used to. Technically it's "right" since that's how some of those pieces were recorded & mixed but it's still annoying. There's also a slight shoutiness or resonance of some kind in the midrange which shows up once in a while on electric guitar or large choral works. It's very slight though and it turns out that a lot of the time it's actually the recording itself or my imagination since it's still there when switching to my RS-1. There's been only around a half dozen tracks so far where the colouration is there on the Audeze but not the Grado, and even then it's still pretty minor and way less noticeable than any of the other closed headphones I've heard to date. Also, weight. The LCD-XC is a lead brick so you better get you neck workouts in if you want to wear it for more than an hour or so. Fortunately I'm pretty used to wearing fullface helmets for DH mountain biking so this isn't an issue for me. Other than that, everything else is pretty damn good. It's fairly neutral so unlike the RS-1 it won't butter up shitty recordings by adding warmth & colour to them. But it's also not like the AKG K701 or Senn 800 which make everything sound too dead & flat, even music which isn't supposed to sound that way. What you put into the LCD-XC is what you'll get out of it, you'll hear every last flaw if you want but it's not going to highlight and shove those flaws in your face the way many "analytical" headphones do. I can put my brain in critic mode and easily hear every last glitch in the recordings if I want to, the detail & resolution is there, or I can just chill & enjoy the music which is what I do almost all the time. Actually, that's not entirely true, but I'll get back to this later. I think the coolest thing about the LCD-XC is how it portrays space in a recording. This is the first headphone I've owned where I can hear the individual sound space of every instrument in a recording. Sometimes this gets really weird and somewhat annoying, let me explain. On a good enough recording you'll hear the room boundaries of every single instrument, you can place where the walls are, how far away the microphone was, and how dead or live the room was. And then you start to notice things like the guitar & keyboards were recorded in different rooms, and when they did the mixing the room boundaries overlap each other and the reverb is different. I end up hearing multiple overlapping rooms of sound within the overall soundstage of the headphone. The soundstage is where things can be really good, really crap, or really annoying depending on the recording. Sometimes it feels like it goes on forever with no real boundaries, sometimes it collapses into a tiny blob inside my head, and the worst is when one side is really wide & deep while the other is closed in & cramped. There are times when it makes me want to slap the mixing & mastering engineers and go "WTF are you doing??" I was pretty surprised at how much of my music has an uneven soundstage, one side is often deeper or wider than the other and it keeps changing from song to song in an album or sometimes within a song itself. It's not like a Senn 800 or my AKG K340 where the soundstage is fairly large at all times even when the recording calls for a small one or my RS-1 where it's always going to be small to medium at best, with the Audeze you get what's on the recording and if you don't like it, too bad. Another cool thing is I finally hear clear differences in how instruments project sound. A trumpet for instance will blast a cone of sound at whatever it's pointed at whereas a timpani will radiate a sphere of sound in all directions. With most headphones everything sounds like a ball of sound, sometimes it's bigger, sometimes it's more focused, but it's almost always a ball of some sort. My RS-1 can sometimes get the shape right and have cones of sound coming out of trumpets, but it's kinda rare and there's not enough resolution to get the full effect that I do with the LCD-XC. The Audeze is able to do the projection trick more consistently & convincingly with more of my music, I'm fairly certain I've hit the point where I'm recording limited and not gear limited. Dynamics suprised me, the LCD-XC hits shockingly hard if you feed it enough power, top to bottom, it just slams. It's more punchy & hits harder than my RS-1 and seems fairly close to the Focal Utopia I heard at an audio show last year. But it needs the power, if I plug it into my TEAC UD-503 the dynamics drop back down to around RS-1 level, which is still pretty good but noticeably off from what I'm getting with the transformer output tube amp I built for it. Drive it well and reggae gets that big heavy thump which I've only heard from the PS-1 Pro way back in the day, but only if it's on the recording. Which leads to an issue I had that took a while to fix. A lot of the music I like has rather questionable recording quality, with a dead neutral amp the LCD-XC is too crispy up top and the midbass and lower midrange need some filling in to warm up the sound a bit. This is why I like my flat pad RS-1 as much as I do and still think it's the best headphone for a good chunk of my music, it colours stuff the right way for my tastes and makes everything sound better. I ended up building a new amp with different tubes to roll off the top and fatten up the sound a bit so it sounds more like my RS-1. Once that was done the poorly recorded music sounded a lot better, though still not quite as good as the RS-1. Of course, if I give it good recordings it'll easily beat the RS-1 in pretty much every way. So where does the LCD-XC stand overall? Once I built an amp for it and got a better DAC it's close enough to the flagship mega-buck setups I listened to at the audio show that I don't even think about upgrades. Can the flagships do some things better? Sure - the Focal Utopia has better bass texture, the Audeze CRBN has a nicer soundstage, but to me the differences aren't that big, IMO it's last few percent kinda stuff. I've owned my LCD-XC for almost 5 years and I'm quite happy with it, I've been in the headphone hobby for ~25 years and the only other headphone I can say this about is the RS-1 and possibly the K340. But it definitely took more work than usual to get the full potential out of the 'phone and tune it to where I want it.

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I don't have kids, so have no idea what you're going through, but...DAMN, she's in COLLEGE ALREADY?!?!? Fugaces labuntur anni...or as another great man once said, "Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." Me: Went to a new patient appointment with my new GP. Also got vaccinated against pneumonia, diphtheria tetanus pertussis. Afterwards, I got my local AI working again. (It would keep crapping out. Found out it was because there aren't a lot of good models set up for two GPUs that don't talk to each other via NVLink.) That's good, because I definitely believe I have a couple legitimate research topics that will get pretty complex, so I need to be able to have long-running conversations.

I wonder if I had a biscuit if it would help with the big, beautiful obituary... RIP to the greats Dolly and Tim.

13 years ago. I missed it. It's still great. That's the great thing about music?

Promotional stress reliever from a company that makes ear plugs.

@Voltron - no doubt Al. If she was hundreds/thousands of miles away I'd be a bigger mess. That's for sure. But I'm very much trying to give her the space that she needs to grow so it'll likely be a while before we visit. @recstar24 - these things all hit us differently, but I literally feel your pain on the 'what am i good for' side of things. Do yourself a favor, spend deliberate time with her these next two years before things change even more. You will not regret spending more. @Dusty Chalk - the only thing we can't buy in life is more time. I feel that more each passing year. I do my best not to dwell on it since it is the inevitable but I'm also a softie and can't help myself at times.

Close enough. Live Theater, with The Bard in a redwood grove in Mill Valley. The Curtain TheatreThe Curtain Theatre | Free Shakespeare in Mill Valley - T...― William Shakespeare, Love’s Labour’s Lost The Stage under The Redwoods

Curiously, the Romans actually mainly spoke Greek. But who can forget "He's not the Messiah, he a very naughty boy!" And:

Needed something clean and plinky to listen to, so sat down with Rick Wakeman's Melancholia. This is easily the best of his solo piano albums, by far. Will be a repeat listen.

Basia - the background instruments sound like something out of a Sega Genesis game... maybe Streets of Rage or Shinobi (I mean that in a good way):

Ha -- Max out the Mini... or Studio... Bye bye money...

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Needs Banana for scale.

Hey we are back!!! Ben Webster Meets Oscar Peterson by Ben Webster (1959) https://open.qobuz.com/album/0060253773074 Example: Friday coolness.

Antonio, my condolences to you and your family. RIP Uncle José Luis.

Yeah, I think this one just "speaks to me" and my generally somber/dark/morose/goth/melancholic/whatever personality. I'll probably give all his solo piano albums a revisit. He is literally one of my two favourite keyboardists, along with Hiromi. Unrelated: NP -- Toyah, Ophelia's Shadow -- the flip side of the coin of Kneeling at the Shrine by Sunday All Over the World (same exact lineup). Both great art rock albums. With a capital GREAT.

Sorry to see this! RIP José Luis......96, amazing! I hope it was a life so well-lived.

Another Mary Fahl show, this time with her and only keyboard accompaniment. I was all of maybe 4-5 feet from the stage. Stunning, such a passionate singer. Got to meet up with a couple folks I met at another Mary Fahl show last Fall, last pic.

DakhaBrakha....holy shitballs were they great! Highest recommendation! Great musicianship, and a massive connection with the audience (they played a small space in Portsmouth NH, they've played here before and a good chunk of the audience had seen them before). I didn't know they did this, but they auctioned off two paintings (and a pair of drumsticks) to benefit Ukraine. I won one of the paintings, and got backstage for a pic with the band and to tell them of my partial Ukrainian heritage! A wonderful night, filled my heart!

Marin Metric Century done and dusted! That was so much fun. Cool to ride with thousands of people. The stretch along Tomales Bay is A++ riding. Those of you who have been out to Marshall for Oysters know what I am talking about. I am soooo glad I trained for the climbing and held some back for the final hill. Next year we do the 100 miler!